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Mariah Carey-Hero

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

This song was played for us at the visit session conducted by Ernest Wong and his team from SuperTeens. I love the chorus so much!! I hope that one day I can really feel like that and be that hero!!

I'm only left with 25 days before my O level(That is not a lot of time!!)! Reality just sat in that I have to sit for this MAJOR exam of mine! All I did just now was panic and break down into tears!!!! I kept telling myself that I don't have time, giving myself unnecessary stress just because I want to push up all my Cs that I got for prelims to As and high Bs. According to Mrs Ng, normally a student can only jump two grades per subject! That means I will only get a B4 and B3 at most!! HOW!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!!

Then I saw this word 'MEDITATION' on one of my friend's blog! It was then when I realised that I have not been going back to the Lord for SOOOOO LONG that I have lost count!! It is really bad of me for not going back to the Lord in time of need especially now, in this situation that I am at!

I even come to a point where I feel so hopeless! Everyday I stare at my book not knowing whether the notes are stored in my brain!!

Decided to read the bible to see whether I can find any verse that can help me step out from all these hopelessness and encourage me, then I saw this verse

"It is God who arms me with strength."

2 Samuel 22:33

I LOVE THIS VERSE SO MUCH!!! Like it tells me that I have the Lord that always provides me with the strength that I need! It makes me fell even more guilty for not reading his words and talking to him each night!

"Let us approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive the mercy and grace to help us in time of need."

Hebrews 4:16

This is what I have to do now!!

Love <3