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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL & CLEMENT!!!!!e

Love <3

It's GOOD to be back in 'School'

Well I put the ' because it is not really Ngee Ann school school but Bethany Kindergarten school school. Yup! Finally went back to help out once again and I'm really glad to be back and to see those cheery little faces that never fail to put a smile on my face even though they can be a handful some of the times.

It may be a new and last semester for them after a week of break but it is certainly not the last for me to learn something new. I'm glad that I'm learning something everyday because it keeps my brain working or else my brain would be dead by the time school reopens. By the way I've still got about a month left of holiday. I seriously think the break is too long although there are lots to be done or will be happening this month. I think I need to get myself a job.

Any-hoo, let me review my day.

Got up early to meet pastor together with the church stuff for morning devotion. It is refreshing to start off the day with a nice yet deep and challenging lesson which was taught to us. We began this new semester reading from 1 Corinthian 3:1-4. It tells us about the problems which the Corinthian churches faced, that can or should I say will happen to any churches around the world. The biggest problem that they had was carnality. The other problem includes being a babe(childish) in the church who is unable to take in deeper lessons (something which is required for one in order to grow spiritually). It's sad to say that I face both problems even at this moment. And I think this problem can only be solved through sheer determination from ourselves as the Lord has done His part by providing us with the strength we need even though we don't deserve it. This is why I need to 'work out' my spiritual life and be one that is instinctively spiritual; someone that can give the Lord the double honour and glorify Him which is due.

Besides morning devotion, I had to go through things which I guess is a job a childcare teacher when things like these happen. I had to clean after and change a girl who peed on her panties, try my very best to make Tyler stay still for lessons, keep Roxanne hush before her mom comes to pick her up, attempt to stop a new kid from crying and so much others. All these crazy things may have happened in school all in one day but I definitely have to say...

It's good to be back!

Love <3

I GOT THE PART!!

I got through audition and got the part of Ninjas' Trip emcee! Although it may not be the leading emcee of the programme, but I thank God that I can got a head start in this childhood dream of mine. I'm gonna do it and learn many lessons from it. And before the next Redcamp, I will be more confident and experienced. I will be better. Really thank God for this opportunity!

JIA YOU EVERYONE!!

Love <3

Just finished the audition for the Redcamp's emcee position about 2 hours ago. My feelings about the audition. I think it was ok, not my best due to my nerves but it was ok. I hope I got the part though as it has always been one of my childhood dreams; to be an emcee in front of a live audience. The other would be to become a radio deejay.

I can still pretty much remember myself standing in front of the radio every night when I was just 10 years of age, trying to come out with my own 'creative and professional' speech in between musics and also practising the ending of that speech before the music comes in. It was lots of fun! Not to mention super exciting. I like all this kind of media stuff. So I need to work my butt of just to get into a University that provides Mass Communication as one of their degree courses. May be not a local U because here, competition is tough. I have to be at least the top 5% of my whole cohort, excluding the Mass Commers that had 3 years of experience in that industry. Although I'm well aware that studying overseas is not the way out but I guess I get to stand a better chance in doing that which I'm really interested in. I'm going to commit everything back to Lord nonetheless and see what He has instore for me.

I'm gonna do my best!

Love <3

I've finally realised why my friendship with both of you became the way it is right now. It took me such a long time to realise what went wrong and I personally am disappointed with myself. Our friendships weren't build on which is everlasting, something which we can always go back to. Our friendships weren't centered by God most of the time even though we know that that should be the way. Yes there may have been times when we helped each other spiritually but I guess what we did wasn't enough for a strong friendship to blossom. Our 'fellowships' weren't fellowships at all. I took a difficult path to learn this lesson but I'm glad that I've finally got it and I don't want the same mistake to happen again.

"Like someone once said to us
Our friendship should always be strong
Cause we have God as our pivot
At the end, we both know then, nothing will go wrong."

I read Rachel's letter which she gave me before she left for Melbourne once again but this time it brought to me a whole different point of view. It brought a valuable lesson across which I needed to learn; rather then just reminiscing on those moments. All along this lesson which He wanted me to learnt was right in front of me yet, I can be that blind. Nonetheless I thank God that there was someone who could finally help me see that lesson. So tonight I sleep knowing that I have learnt something which I don't wish to forget or take it for granted.

Thanks Nat. Great help !

Love <3

This is how my lasagna should look like this afternoon after baking for the people taking their A levels and myself. But mine wasn't even baked! I spent the morning cooking the beef sauce and placing everything into a dish so that I can bake it in church before lunch time. Why wait till you reach church some may ask. That is because I don't have an oven that is big enough for the dish to fit into so I have to use the oven in church which I thought can be used. (Should get one of those built-in oven for the new house!) BUT! There always have got to have a 'but'! Any way, but, I have to seek aunty Sally's permission before using it so that I know how to use it correctly to prevent myself from spoiling it. But(for the second time) aunty Sally is in Perth together with pastor celebrating Bethel's 14th Anniversary.

That was the end of my lasagna. I have to toss it into the fridge instead of the oven so that it won't spoil before Cam brings it home to cook for tomorrow's lunch. Kind of stupid actually come to think of it. I made something which I can't really make it because of that most important step that actually cooks the lasagna.

Never mind, we will see how it taste tomorrow. (save some for me ya people! So that I can taste my own cooking after I come back from school). To Jonas, so sorry! Today was your first day in church studying but you didn't manage to taste my wonderful cooking in the end. Tomorrow there should be something to eat for lunch unless it spoils.

Love <3

Calling all Emcee-wanna-be!

I think it is sort of a call-back for auditioning to be in the performance committee for Red Camp 5. Really hope that I can get through this audition and into this committee as I know it will definitely help me to get a feel of what it is like to be an emcee(one of my little girl's dream). Also it will provide me with a great amount of experiences in terms of stages performance and confidence. Kind of excited about it but also at the same time nervous as I know there is fierce competition for this audition. Gonna trust the Lord once again.

Love <3