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Oh My Gosh!! Some thing really scary happened to me!! I thought I was going to be fired by my boss for what I have done!!!

Tell you in detail later.

Love <3

I'm healthy but sick!!

I know it sound super contradicting but it's true. Went to see my family doctor today because I was coughing excessively this few days. I found out from the doctor that the last time I went to 'visit' her was 2 years ago! So she had to take my blood pressure. I have no idea how to read that small yet smart machine. As long the doctor gives me two thumbs up and say I'm healthy, I'm a happy girl!

And you know that doctors knows every thing! They even know that I'm alergic to some kind of medicine when I don't even know

I just hope I get well soon so that I can eat food that actually has taste in them and 'woman' still owes me supper!!!

I really dislike the feeling of being sick!!

Love <3

Man United VS Tottenham Hotspurs

3 - 1

For those who know me well enough, they would know that I hate soccer so much! I cannot stand seeing so many grown up men chasing after one stupid ball. Even my parents were shocked to see that the soccer channel was turned on when they came home. But I was actually betting with 'woman' today-Man u vs Tottenham, or else you wouldn't even see me going close to the sports channel. So the loser has to treat the winner to supper.

I supported Man u, 'Woman' supported Tott. 'woman' owes me supper!!!

Even though I forced myself to watch the whole match, I still don't like it!! Not a single bit. I watch it only because 'woman' and I had a rematch over this treating thing. 'Woman' was super sad that Tott lose!!! Too bad! Who ask you to boast so much in the beginning!!

Love <3

OK so here is the final decision.

Choice number 1 : Business studies (N45)

Choice number 2 : Tourism and Resort Management (N72)

Choice number 3 : Early Childhood (N66)

Choice number 4 : Business Information Technology (N61)

Choice number 5 : Interior Designing (S89)

Lastly..JPSAE for Business studies (being 'kia su' here (: )

Notice that they are all 'Ns' except for one 'S'. Ngee Ann all the way!

I don't get what is the need of 12 choices!! It just gives people more pressure to fill up all the blanks and really bad headache to think of what to write and what not to write.

Here goes nothing!!

Love <3

You know how some times people always like to hear praises from others. Like for example ' You can one lah!! Your results are good enough to enter (so and so) course. Don't need to apply for JPSAE! Waste time.'..(This was what happened to me Yesterday at Ngee Ann) Well it may feel good but in the end, it is not the true you..(hope you get what I mean). This kind of feeling will only last for like what...1 second and it is all gone. Some how I think it will be like deceiving yourself. Who knows, there might and there will be other better people out there in your mids whom you don't know.

The best way to solve this problem is just to be humble. I think joining JPSAE is just being 'kia su'. And it is not wrong to be 'kia su' at certain times, especially when it comes to education. It is serious talk man. Yet again, coming from a Christian point of view, I'm just going to trust in the Lord that He has every thing in control.

Love <3

I have got to post this!! I just love the school u(I think)!! Have not worn it for ages!! The feeling of needing to go back to school came back! The next time I go to school it would be 'bye bye uniform!!' So I treasured ever second wearing it.

And also the three others girl in the picture are from my class. They have gone through so much with me. Especially the O level period! Thank you guys for being part of my life. I thank God for friends which He has placed in my life.

Chin Ying: Thank you for being there when I'm at my crazy cum P.M.S.ing part of my life. Listening to all my stupid crush problems and other nonsense!

Lil: Thank you for being there for me, sharing the same love for Mass Comm. Either one of us has to be in it, I know it is not me, so it has got to be you!! JIA YOU!! Thanks for accompanying my 'twin' sister during one of the days in Red Camp!! She told me that she had lots of fun!!(: Oh and thank you for being my 'what' friend!

Sabrina: Thank you for being there for me to test out my tolerance level!! From you, I've learnt to be more patient and more tolerant! HAHHAH

Also other people like...

Siti and Syakir : Always taking away my precious water bottle and hiding it away from me!! And thank you for being at the happy part of my life, never fail to make me laugh and I'm down!! Siti especially, when we were working hand in hand during or SL life!!

Samantha: The smart one who always taught me the Humanities subject even though I always go 'huh?' after explaining to me like a million times! She is the one who tolerated all my nonsense in class too!!

Jac : Even though we went through rough times, I'm just glad that we were once close friends. Keep in contact ya

Last but on least the guys in the class(Alan & Samuel especially): I cannot believe I'm saying this but thank you for bullying me in class with all those bad talking and every other thing which come out of you guys' mouth. Hey you guys made me stronger!! And some times also ended joy into my life!!

Samuel and I went through a rough start during lower sec days but now being in the same class, and me being the class 'decoration person'(forgotten the name for that post)we talked and helped each other along the way I guess. Good job!!

My secondary school life was one of my longest moments of my entire life, but it was also the part of my life where I've experienced the most, in terms of leadership. Ok here is my leadership time line for my life spent in Xin min

Sec One: Vice-chairman of the class

: Promoted to Class chairman(by force initially but I'm happy I accepted it)

Sec Two to Four: Xin Min's very own student leader of the student leader board- B(ring)I(t)O(n) committee

Sec Three: Got nominated by Mr Ho to take part in the Youth Team Singapore Ambassador (YTSA for short)

: Took part in the national day parade(NATIONAL, not school) It was my one second debut of my wonderful back which says 'YTSA'

Sec Four: Ran for Exco and became Falcon's very own home grown vice-cap

Sec Five: The very last promotion of my secondary school life. Captain of the Falcon committee.

Hence my CCA points...A1!!!

Oh my!! My Secondary school life is sure fulfilling!!

Love <3

What has ever gotten into me!! Always in my own dreamland!!! It is a land which things will never go the way I hope it would go!!

Sherlyn Ho!! STOP IT!!

Love <3

Facing the reality

Finally the results are out!! I was all anxious and hipped up about getting my results the moment I stepped into school. The feeling of wearing the school uniform and white shoes again, just feel so nice and surreal! I missed those days of having to get up early in the morning realising that I'm late for school. This is the point where the 'always so late Sherlyn' steps in, struggling to wash up and get dress in time for school.

Deviated!

Any way about my results. I was the 3rd one to be called out to collect my results(some times I really wonder why I'm aways in the front of the class). Sat on the chair , Ms kuck bended over and whispered into my ears : 'You have got_____ for your L1R4' At that point of time I was totally speechless! The thought of not being able to get into Mass Comm was the only thing in my mind. It was like a big slap on my face which says 'WAKE UP SHERLYN!! YOU ARE NOT GOING TO ENTER!!' Super scary. But at the small corner of brain says that I still have a 50% chance of entering. All I need is a B4 for my English and that's it, I'm in for 'JPSAE'. Looked at the result slip...___!!!! Darn!! Just a little bit more!! Called Yu Wen and asked whether I can still go for the interview. I have no idea what has gotten into me but the moment I heard her voice, my 'water pipe' just can't stop flowing! She was like ' ARE YOU CRYING!!!!' Explained to her every thing and being a good friend from Ngee Ann and in church, she told me she will confirm with me whether I get the thumbs up for the interview. I'm later confirmed by PC that they will reject any candidates as long as they don't meet the requirement.

Through this whole rather devastating moment of my life, I suddenly recalled what Pastor taught me 'to look beyond what I got even though it may not be what I want to get' and who ever said life is always smooth sailing. The so call 'shock of my life' is some thing which I suffer at that point of time but now it's all gone. I'm back to my old happy and nonsense self again. Which is a good thing!

'Always look on the bright side of life, dudu..dudu...dudududu...'

I looked at the result slip and form A again and said to myself that there are still other choices which I can go to and maybe going to Mass Comm just isn't part of the plan God has for me! I quickly turned to the JAE booklet and aimed for other possible courses to choose from. Business...that would be my next choice after FSV(Film, Sound and Video). But I still have to talk to my parents and discuss about this quite important step of my life. (Mass Comm can wait till Unni)

From this, I realised that even though I didn't get what I wanted, still I have some thing which cannot be easily taken away and that is friends, great friends around me, to cheer me up, care for me, asking me how I'm feeling and all that. I'm truly blessed that I have these people whom I can truly call them friends. People like Camille, Rachel, Wai Mun, Michelle, Michael, Zhi Hui, Ma Woman, PC, Miss Kuck , Miss see even....etc etc etc. Although some times I really feel tired of replying every one's message about how I fair and all

But most importantly, I have this Great and AWESOME God who brought me through the whole exams and blessed me in so many other ways! He truly deserves my praise! This gives me more meaning to learning His ways and hope that one day I will be able to find out the path which He wants me to take.

Tomorrow will be a new day for me. Might be going down to Ngee Ann in the morning to ask more about business and other stuff.

Sabrina said that she makes her choices according to the school. It is something which is not advisable but still it's some thing which is going to help me make my choice too. For me Ngee Ann will always be my first choice not for any special reason but because Ngee Ann has great facilities, teachers everything!! Ngee Ann is the one or me. Just hope I will be there as a student this April. It would be my best birthday gift for the year.

Love <3

History repeats itself!!

Last year, I collected my N level results. Wanted to watch the news and hear the news broadcaster say 'this year's N level results will be released...' in the end, my mum and my close friends had to tell me.

This year, I will be collecting my O level results this Thursday and yet again I missed the news!! In the end all the aunties from church 'read' the news to me. Went home hoping to catch a glimpse of it but...missed!!

I'm not good at things kind of stuff at all I realised! AHHHHH

Love <3

The worst thing one can ever do while working is to dose off! And I did it today!!! HAHAHAAHAHAHA!! That is how boring my job can be!!

Love <3

Dem Dem Dem Dem...results are finally going to be out!! Wonder what I will get. I think at this point of time, I can only trust in the Lord and hope for the best.

My goal : Ngee Ann's Diploma on Mass Communication!!

HERE GOES NOTHING!!

Love <3

REALITY CHECK!!!

I had a serious reality check today man!! Everyone! I'm paying adult fare for bus rides now!! Only a few days ago, I was paying only what 45 cent...now 1 dollar the least! If I forget to tap the card when I get down(like today at Ngee Ann) SBS deducted like 3 dollars plus! I could feel the pinch man!!

Now that I'm paying adult fare and all, that makes me an adult now...no long a teenager but an adult. I have to be more mature in terms of my actions my thinking, the way I talk...every thing!!! In poly, everyone talks differently I guess...so it's time to change. I realised that there are much more to being an 18 years girl. Other then being able to get my driving licence, I've got to be more responsible with what I do....which will lead to what I say. All the best to me!!

Love <3

You know how shows have a certain part where person A will say to person B ' there is only one rule and that is there is no rule' !!??? Isn't it stupid! Well I think it is technically wrong as it totally contradicts itself clearly. 'There is only one rule and it is there is no rule'? By saying 'there is only one rule' clearly states that there is a rule! This is just pure nonsense!

I seriously have no idea what goes on in script writers' mind this days!!

Love <3

Random posts today!!

1st
I get why people wiill be all so shock when I tell them that I'm working!! Do I look like those kind who don't work? For example, chatted to Xin Yan on MSN the other day and I told him that I found a job....like finally, he was like 'WOW!!! That's so amazing!!' I don't get it! EVERYONE!!! I'm like every other ordinary people on this earth!!!

2nd
Talking about my job. My part time job is to work at the accounting firm. My full time job is...believe it or not...it is killing mosquitoes! Every where I go, I will kill at least 3! This morning, I killed 6 at the dining table alone!! And i just killed 4 in my parents' room!!! I want this 'job' to STOP real soon!! I'm really thankful for God who created smart people who invented this thing called BAYGON!!!

3rd
Everyday when I'm at work, I will never fail to ask myself... 'do I regret taking up this job'

4th
I thought I've got a lot of random stuff to write, but I've forgotten most of them!!

5th
LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS SAT!!! RED CAMP SPECIAL AT NGEE ANN!! (Any way..Ngee Ann is like 1 and a half hour away from my house!!)

6th
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILYANA!!!

7th
MY BIRTHDAY is in 2 months and 23 days!! VOOM VOOM!!!!

8th
I'm 2 months and 23 days away from being eligible to get my driving licence!!

9th
Surprisingly...I'm excited to get back my results back! The faster the better!!

10th
Ever still in love with Korean shows!!! 'coffee prince' is the latest show that I'm watching on channel U. It's funny, sad but nice. One thing about Korean shows is that they will never fail to have parts of the show which will make me cry like a cry baby!! *tissue please!!*

11th
I wish to take up singing lessons

12th
I HAVE TO take up Korean lessons!!

13th
Did I mention that I can't wait for this sat!! Heard Matt's face is all over the campus!! Even the lamp posts and toilets have his face!! Any way...Matt!! PRESS ON YA!! Fighting!! Give in your best...don't stress yourself up! Just remember, as long as you have given your best, you're ok! (: See you this sat at 'outspace@72' a.k.a your house!!

14th
Today is the last day I will be going to Park View Hotel to do their accounts.

15th
what can I do if I don't get into Mass Comm

16th
Intended to stop at 15 because it's my jersey number, but I really have one last one to say. I wish I can write as good entries as certain people!! Mine is 99% crappy!! I want to learn to write more meaningful entries. I better buck up in my English.
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The list can go on man till the cows come home!! I can think of random stuffs just like *snap* that!! I am that a random person! Ok enough for today I guess.

Love <3

Every thing just happened too quickly!

I went down to the office for the job interview today. Was sitting in this small office(which so happen to be an accounting firm), writing the application form. Then, went into the room for the interview, the person called someone else and said " hey I've hired someone for you, do you have any thing for her to do?" (in Chinese) Just like that and I'm hired. And guess what, I start work tomorrow! Fast right! It's like ZOOMmmmmm!!!

I don't know what to expect tomorrow. I'm suppose to go some where else to do some thing. And I think I'm seriously under paid for what I'm about to do, with all the travelling and every thing. But it is like the normal starting pay, so who's complaining? I need to extra cash any way.

Tell you about my first day of work some other time...well technically, the first day must pass first! HAHAHA ( ok that is lame!!)

Love <3

For the first prayer meeting, Pastor has really hit the spot man! In life every one faces trials and trouble which you least expect and it is a reality which addresses not only for Christians but everyone in this world. It only depends on how you want to face it. And as a Christian, it would be a wise decision as to choose to pray to God for help because I know that I can trust Him and also because He is the almighty God who overrules all things.

One thing which I have learnt is that some times, these trials and trouble can end up having a person to have a complaining spirit if one do not know how to face them, which is not good at all because ultimately, the only ones which they are going to hurt is themselves and not others. Before typing this post, I was actually complaining about this irritating bug called 'mosquitoes'. Then I remembered what Pastor told us about having complaining spirit, though I think mosquitoes are not that a big deal to dwell about. I thought further and realised that even if I complain about them, mosquitoes will still come and attack continuously! So what's the point right?

Ok....any way....

Some times, these trials and trouble will get the better out of a person that it will overwhelm him or her. It's really scary initially, to know that trials and troubles can do these sort of things in one's life. However, I was comforted by the fact that all we need to do is to choose to pray and ask for help.

Like what Tr. Pat said, it all goes back to the personal relationship which we should have with our Heavenly Father.

One of my many goals for the years to come is to be able to have that special and wonderful relation with the Lord.

Love <3

While everyone is going back to school, I'm most of the time at home doing nothing. And I hate it a lot! Someone please hire me soon!!! I seriously need to learn how to use my time more productively!

I'm just glad that I've got church though. Friday lesson with P. Mitch, Saturday YPG lesson and Sunday lessons. There is always so many things to learn each lesson. Be it life's lessons or lesson which I need to know in order to be equipped.

"Holy Holy Holy is the LORD of host,

The world is fun His glory."

- Isaiah 6:3

This was one of the verses which was thought to the batch yesterday by P.Mitch and it tells us that the Lord is so Holy that He deserves our greatest and highest regard for Him. And when we come before Him we should be humble and not proud. Because we must always remember that we are all sinners! The thing is, many people don't think they are sinners, but in actual fact, that is why they tend to not have the proper regard for the Lord. Learning to have a proper regard for Him is some thing which I really want to take with me each day, along side with being conscious of His presence being with me each day.

"I am with you"

The second verse which P.Mitch shared with us comes from Psalm 119:9

"How can a young man cleanse his way?

By taking heed according

to Your Word."

It is truly necessary for us to ask the Lord to cleanse us from all our sins, especially when we come before Him, like when reading His words and serving Him. And one way in which we can be cleanse is by taking heed according to His word, as stated from the verse. This give me more reason to want to read the word, on top of wanting to be equipped.

However it is more difficult than just saying or for this instance, typing. The lessons taught is difficult to understand when I'm reading it by myself, so I'm actually looking forward to see Lori tomorrow! (:

Then during choir gathering today, P.Mitch taught us some things about the way we should sing and praise His name.

"Rejoice in the LORD, oh you righteous!

For praise from the upright

is beautiful."

-Psalm 33:1

Do not be someone who contradicts or so to say, live a double life. It is no use praising the Lord every Sunday when at home, you are someone who go against your parents, or saying words which aren't appropriate. Some thing which I want to learn is to be someone who lives an upright life so that I will be able to sing with all my heart and soul. I hope to see changes in my life.

I like this kind of reflection. It tells me whether I was paying attention to the Pastors and teachers...hahaha. It helps me re-learn what was taught! I should do this more often (:

Love <3

NP Mobbers was fun, but sad I had to leave early for church, not that I didn't want to go, but at that moment, it was so fun that I didn't want to leave.

ok any way, I did the mass dance!! IT'S SUPER FUN LAH!!! You have no idea how sad I was when I thought I won't have the time to dance.

'Every body it's ALL FOR ONE...."

Dru made this comment saying I was the only person she knows who is so enthu about the school and their activities when I'm not even in the school....yet!

To make things clear, I look like I'm super enthu because I'm attending as many RED camp activities as I can and there are a lot! That is why I look like I'm already part of that school. However I have to say I really like that school and hopes to go to that school. Yeah Ngee Ann!!!

Love <3

Absolutely LOVE this picture!!!

It reminds me of The Lord looking over

us and shining 'The Light' on earth

to chase aways all darkness! COOL!!!

"Light of the world you step down into darkness

Open my eye let me see..."

I totally adore these kinds of pictures! They are like post cards pictures! It is just simply picture perfect!!!

My wish is to go to as many different places as possible to take all the wonderful sceneries especially sun rise and sun sets!!!

Love <3

Ok this is going to sound random but...one thing which you do not want to do on the track mile is to walk/run with out any shoes!

I was so stupid enough to go on it without shoes!!(I know i know....I'm finally exercising!!!) My foot got burnt(still feeling hot and pain) half way through the long and tiring 'journey' And it went all BLACK!!! YUCK!!!

So next time when you are running or walking on the track mile, please wear some thing!!!

Love <3