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I think my previous entry really stinks so I've decided to take it down. This shows that there is still a LONG way for me to write at least a decent entry that actually has a proper context in it! Inspired to be like many writers who can think fast on their feet extremely well and come out with many wonderful ideas with additions of a couple of flawless words which has no(maybe) grammatical problem. This is why I should start reading a book! How ingenious of me to only figure out how important reading really is at the age of 18! Yet again, it's better than never realising it at all. It's just that there this particular BIG word that always stop me from doing what I'm suppose to do! And that would be 'LAZINESS'!

During Pastor Mitch's Friday lesson, I've learnt that it is important for us to be honest with ourselves, even more so when it comes to our spiritual growth. So I've got to me honest with myself and say that I've been avoiding the time which was supposed to be spent with the Lord each day even though I know very well what I should do and I should not do. And this is killing me! Some times I really can't stand myself and all this nonsense that comes in this so called 'package'! I'm just a bad testimony for the Lord! This brings me back to today's Sunday school lesson. Tr Val. said something which struck me real hard. She asked the class whether we are a Christian whom people can identify the minute they see us. And I can clearly say that at this point of time, I'm not one of those even though I wish to be one.(but who don't)People have to be told that I'm a Christian before acknowledging it. It can sometimes be frustrating! So this week, I would attempt to walk in Love!

At the same time, I guess all I have to do right now is to just pray and to seek The Lord and His word constantly. You know the importance of prayer is becoming more real to me each day and I realised that I can never rely on my own physical strength. So, I REALLY need to work on it!

Today is the start of bethany's YAG retreat, and I hope that the Lord will be with all the campers who are studying His word and also the Pastors who are preaching at the camp.

So all the best everyone!

Love <3